My feeling now

steve86

This is the first time I can't see you for more than 3 days...
7 P4 O. @* g( J; \5.39.217.76I can't imagine how I feel it now...tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb* v0 P, P3 Q7 y1 j8 a
I miss you so much... but you don't know...tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb* b% c! w3 d& I' O
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I still have to wait for 2 or 3 days from now...* b* r! q$ ?) l0 v: Y0 A4 o, m& W0 ^
I hope I can see you now... see you from distance also can...
: j3 I) m" k! L2 x, W% ?TVBNOW 含有熱門話題，最新最快電視，軟體，遊戲，電影，動漫及日常生活及興趣交流等資訊。but the distance now is too far... totally do not know what are you doing...tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb2 m2 m/ f" B. O. P( [6 i. I5 ]
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how are you? ) H& n4 \& y3 p2 H1 _# W

- x* x3 f5 V  E$ E: ]% Atvb now,tvbnow,bttvbhave you carefully walk? 5.39.217.76) F+ n/ c) @" J* l
have your heart feel painful?公仔箱論壇$ i5 C" g3 B6 O* G8 W, r, `
have your hand shaking?# F, [" o7 W" [: X* F2 ^8 Y/ k
have you get gastrik?
) \: w: P$ m" |9 ]. ^( W5.39.217.76have you knock something accidently?tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb4 |' @. m) P$ @; h# O% A
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at last... have you miss me? even 1 second?
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I will not tell you how i feel... just hope you be happy all the time...
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I plan to pick you at station when you back from oversea... don't know you allow or not!
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6 z: y5 m1 l+ d" B1 U/ `公仔箱論壇I MISS YOU all the time...

steve86

I can see you finally... I should feel very happy... why I feel so down???: t/ `1 S# P6 J" h. o7 g7 Q

2 G1 ]& q7 W0 y4 tI offered myself to pick you from airport but rejected... I amend the sms number of times before sent to you... 5.39.217.760 V4 T, b9 I% ^: }! D
I'm fine with it as long as your family will go and fetch you... So, i'm work and rest at home just to wait you back until 1.23am... Finally i received your sms and know that you safety reached. Then, I continue wait you until you back home at 2.40am... You told me that you go bath and sleep... so i replied to ask you rest and take leave today for rest... tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb& q/ J( s% t4 w# }, A' s+ j

) @: [; n/ ~- Z公仔箱論壇There is no reply and i sent you sms on 3.30am... No reply until 4.00am and I sent you sms again and informed that I will wake you up this morning and offered to go office together...tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb/ Q% O. m8 F* ^% J
I'm lying on bed until I fall sleep after I sent the sms... because I still waiting for your sms...
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I woke up on time this morning and you sms me also... saying that the other colleague will pick you to office and asked me to go myself... I hit the wall immediately until my hand feel pain... and... you asked me why want to sleep late yesterday...
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I can't sleep again even feel sleepy and my backbone was pain for whole night... Thus, I prepare to office... hmm... the car in front of me "boom" by another car... It's happened the same when you leave Malaysia... the car behind of me "boom" by another car... what is the hint that want to tell me???
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It just happened 1 hour ago... the other colleague had informed you about the case you handled and we helped you to settle the case... Informed that you feel very angry with it...
7 p7 C, i9 x5 P+ M9 aTVBNOW 含有熱門話題，最新最快電視，軟體，遊戲，電影，動漫及日常生活及興趣交流等資訊。I didn't give any concern... I just ask you do not make your heart pain... 公仔箱論壇. e  o5 A7 [# @
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I did not sleep yesterday night because I worry on you the whole night... my backbone pain for whole night... rushing my work for whole night... I asked you not to work because I do not want you come and rush for work after a tired trip... and do not want you to know that we helped you to settle the case... I'm not able to finish my work just because of missing you the whole week and help you to settle case... tvb now,tvbnow,bttvb0 l$ n4 t3 J  t% H" J6 j

$ e4 S8 s# \: u$ ^  m" {feel funny... just hope today will rain...

steve86

藏在心底的话并不是故意要去隐瞒，只是并不是所有的疼痛都可以呐喊。。。公仔箱論壇" L9 T  A/ C" ?0 d! J( P8 }/ _
posted out this when read this sentence... drop to the curve suddenly... but dont know what to do also...公仔箱論壇; f- {) W8 n+ Y1 f4 c
do not shout out then voice out can?... no one know what i thinking... ' f4 K2 @  p9 v& {+ w
only i know the pain...  until when i can tahan?
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! c- A: h3 Y/ B" `+ r+ F2 D  T对于你，真的要放弃？可是不想忘记。。。而我唯一没有做好的事，就是没说出“我爱你”。。。